It has only been the last few years that I have made "New Year's resolutions"
for myself. It started two years ago when
I Resolved to Resolve.
Then last year to
Grow Deeper, Richer, Fuller. Before that I was
unimpressed with the concept. The premise faulty, the promise
flippant, the proposition trite. Maybe not always, but far too often,
anyway. Long ago I determined
that's not for me. Then I acquired
Jonathan Edwards' resolutions.
I liked what I saw, and what I read. He was a man who sought to stay true
to what he believed, and used his resolutions toward that end. Not only that,
but they were also continuous. They didn't end at year's end, but were to
the end of his life from that day forward. Which brings me to my last
point: They didn't necessarily have to start at the commencing of a new year;
they were established the day he finished contemplating them. And I
realized
I really liked that. So far, I've been establishing my own
around the beginning of the year, and this year is no exception, or so it
seems... But, you know, there's always tomorrow for me to recognize something
else needs changing! The type of tomorrow that actually becomes today, that
is.
So that leads me to what I've been thinking in the here and now. I also like the idea of a
clean slate at the new year's arrival, although any day is a good day to start
anew technically. So I've been considering how I'd like to kick-start the
new year... Then Pastor gave a fabulous message this morning. For
some background, our
theme for this year, 2011, is
Striving Together (part 2, if you will, of
last year's theme
Choosing God First). This morning's sermon was
based on Philippians 1:27, the context from verses 1-30. We considered
many things, one specifically being the word
conversation, this specific
Greek word appearing only one other time. It was all quite fascinating!
Being one to always contemplate how to apply the truths of Scripture in my own
life, that was also something I was considering throughout the message as well.
Well, the message hit its mark. Most of the things I had been
considering
were rather general things, until the conclusion that is. Really, it was a
connection I had made of what my life needed to better become more like Christ,
but it was just the chord that needed to be touched. Something the Apostle
Paul had down pat.
The invitation wasn't long in coming after that, and the invitational hymn was
Close to Thee.
It's a beautiful song, a favorite of mine. Solemn & sincere, and so very,
very heartfelt. There's always something that catches my heart when I sing
it, this time it was a line from the second stanza that stood out, the second
line to be precise. Even before that verse, I had wanted to go forward,
but I couldn't leave my duties with the sound system to go to the altar. I knew
something else, though, besides the need to take care of these things humbly
before my Lord. My
heart could take a moment to pause in prayer,
even if I couldn't leave my station. And when I had finished, then I
thought on what the song must have meant to the composer and what it had meant
in her own life.
At the same time that all those thoughts were swirling around in my head, I
knew exactly what my new resolve would be. Interestingly enough, one of
the verses of Scripture I think of when I consider this topic had become a
cherished favorite last year, but I want to fully embrace it starting today.
"For the which cause I also suffer these things: nevertheless I am not
ashamed: for I know whom I have believed, and am persuaded that he is able to
keep that which I have committed unto him against that day." (II Timothy
1:12) And that leads me to the conclusion, my resolve:
Willingly suffering for Christ.
Oh, sure, in some way or another I've suffered for Him before. Maybe
not to great extents, but suffering in one way or another. But lately, it
hasn't been all that willingly. Any recent suffering, I've "suffered"
through it all right... but not with the right attitude. Not as Jesus
Christ would have me to suffer - willingly and meekly... for Him - and yet,
that's the very attitude I should have had all along.
So, lastly, I'd like to close with the special hymn of invitation that
continues to touch my heart's chords.
Close to Thee
Fanny J. Crosby
Thou my everlasting Portion, more than friend or life to me,
All along my pilgrim journey, Savior, let me walk with Thee.
Close to Thee, close to Thee, close to Thee, close to Thee,
All along my pilgrim journey, Savior, let me walk with Thee.
Not for ease or worldly pleasure, nor for fame my prayer shall be;
Gladly will I toil and suffer, only let me walk with Thee.
Close to Thee, close to Thee, close to Thee, close to Thee,
Gladly will I toil and suffer, only let me walk with Thee.
Lead me through the vale of shadows, bear me over life’s fitful sea;
Then the gate of life eternal may I enter, Lord, with Thee.
Close to Thee, close to Thee, close to Thee, close to Thee,
Then the gate of life eternal may I enter, Lord, with Thee.